Hey girl just come here and bring.

Hey girl just come here and bring 

Your love for me and hear me sing 

Our story that has come to an end.

I'm here sitting inside my den. 

I didn't know it will come to this;

Our love which was so bright and bliss

Will break like it did never exist. 

Will crush every part of me. 

I wish you could just understand 

My love for you was so grand. 

That I was just so mad in love 

And I didn't want to hear you sob.

But you wanted me to cry. 

You wished to make me rely

On you and every part of you. 

But I still was in love with you. 

And a day did come when you hurt

My heart and blood that flowed inside. 

I learnt that your love was fake.

To fall for you was a mistake. 

And then, I shattered into countless

Pieces that never fell to the ground.

It remained in the air, hurting

Me from all edges, every way.

If I could just. (Song)

If I could just hold your hand,
If I could just kiss your head,
That would be enough
To live my life.

If I could just see your eyes,
If I could just see you smile,
That would be enough
To be alive.

Hey baby just look at me.
I love you as much as I can give.
'Cause when you're beside
I feel so alive.

If I could just look at you,
Just you and me in the blue.
That would be enough
To go and dive.

If I could just give you bribe,
To be with me and spend your life.
That would be enough
To pass my time.

Hey baby just look at me.
I love you as much as I can give.
'Cause when you're beside
I feel so alive.

Just you by my side,
To make me alive.
Just you're my life.
Baby come take my hand

Nature

I see the dazzling white mountain
With dark black patches all over it.
I see the clouds moving
And the sun shining above it.

I'm sitting on a deserted hill.
It is full of greenery sans any human, but me.
The rejuvenating wind hits softly on my left cheek.
The pen is in between my fingers and the bag on my knee.

The nature is so blissful, as charming as it can be.
The small shrubs around me are pure.
The leaves of the trees are moving slowly.
The holiness of the nature, I can see for sure.

The forest covers most of the hills,
Spreading it's greenery all around.
I can see a thick fog in the distance.
The broken branches and petals are all on the ground.

The path on which I am about to travel
Is full of dust and consists of abundant sand.
I can see a small bushy cottage.
This (nature) is where I belong, my dreamland.

I sat on the fading green grass.

I sat on fading green grass.
Which were part of the ground. 
I looked up and saw an aeroplane. 
It wase so gigantic, taking a huge round.

I picked up a small piece of wood
And thought: why the world is so blind? 
Then the sun came out of the dark clouds.
And i looked at it, it brightly shined.

My eyes caught a bird passing by.
It moved freely, as if
It were the actual inhabitant of the real world. 
Then my eyes glanced at a dead animal, I went stiff. 

I walked towards it, my eyes fixed;
Avoiding the greenery around. 
The stillness of the dead being scared me.
Someday, I thought,  I'll be on the same ground.

A severe  chill passed down my every part.
And I started shaking, I felt dizzy. 
My body budged, my head spun
And I fell on the ground losing my rigidity. 

The day you will be mine.

The day you will be mine.

The moon will rise, and it will shine.

My thoughts will change and so will my life.

I want nothing else, you will be suffice.

The wind will become tender.

I'll be out of every danger.

For me, everything will be clear. 

For me, you will be very near.

The whole day i think about you.

Hoping you will appear, suddenly, out of the blue.

The memory of your face enlightens everything i see.

The day you will stand in front, I will bend my knee. 

The beauty of nature is very similar to your's. 

To make you a part of me, my every cell roars.

I'll be at ease, even if you be far away.

Seeing you coming towards me, my body will sway. 

When you'll come to me, I will bend down.

I will open my mouth, will see your gown.

I will ask you to marry me and then will wait.

Nervous at the situation, my body will sweat.

You'll give an assuring smile.

Because you love me too, and everything else is futile.

Then we will go home and be in serenity. 

Together, my love, we will share immortality. 

I have changed.

I have changed. I have transfigured, actually, but in a bad way. I may seem gentle to people at present, but I was far more kind and polite in the past. Change is inevitable, I know that. But the change which I find in myself is weird.
    I was a silent boy who was far away from any form of nuisance. I was the first one to lend a helping hand. I used to talk less, talk sense. Now I speak unnecessarily. Now, I have become selfish. I think before helping anyone, a thing which lacked in me before.
    This change is an imperil for me. It is destroying me from inside. I want to change again, be like what I was a few years back, but I'm bewildered whether I will be able to regain my tenderness, my sweetness.
    People think I am a very good person. If they really mean that, then of this I am sure: I was the best of me in the past and I want to relieve like that now. I miss those days when everyone around me seemed to be nice, everything seemed to be fine. I have become arrogant now, I hate this thing, I hate myself for this.
    Envy was a word which I had never heard of. But, at present, I envy almost everyday, of other's possessions. Mostly, I envy that they have a girl, but I am alone. They Admire each other. They love each other. They talk, they laugh, they smile. I am happy for them because they are my friends. I know that their relationship is not a perfect one, many will not be able to hold on for long, but, still, there is a part of me which has a longing for a girl. I want to overcome that. But a girl makes your day adorable, makes you feel special and alive. She cares for you, fights with you, argues with you, makes you a complete person and it is so amazing.
    I had a girl who used to make me feel special but that lasted for just a few days, or a few moments. She broke me, shattered me from all sides, hurt me in every way possible. It was horrible. It was the fourth time, when she broke me, that I realised I was just a mere moment in her life; nothing more. I realised that girls and relationships are not a good combination.
    I tried to move on, taking this thought into consideration. Now I'm completely out of her spell, but now when I see my friends with their love, I feel that I need someone too. I am being selfish again.
   The worst part is that I want someone who is like me, thinks like me. Someone who understands what a real relationship means. Someone who can play the part of "Juliet" for me. Someone who has the strength to love me till eternity. I know I can rarely get a girl like that so, I am not on a hunt. If fate has it for me, I will find her, maybe few years later. Maybe she will be my wife.
    I have changed. I don't know how to change this "change", how to be good again. Yes, I am trying, and I am trying to my fullest. I will be a good person, a recurring helper, a steady listener, a supportive advisor, a realistic entrepreneur (will take risks) , a sincere student, a thoughtful guy, a true friend, a faithful lover.
   I am on my way to change myself and the images which I see in front are totally blurred. I need to wash them, clear a path and then I will traverse. I am on my way to get perfect. And I just wish, I can only wish, that I find the true person in me sooner or later. 

She is my love and my life.

She is my love and my life. 
She is my friend and my wife. 
She is my liqueur; she is my wine. 
She is extremely beautiful and she is divine. 

She is in my thoughts; in my mind. 
Her appearance disturbs me; turns me blind. 
Her movement is flawless, like that of God. 
When she is around, even my hesitation turns into a nod. 

When she is by me, everything gets dark. 
I find myself in a place like the ark. 
Her hand is like a magical wand. 
It seems as if, it is the reason for me to stand. 

When my eyes meet her's, i start dreaming. 
'I need you till eternity', I hear my heart screaming. 
I can't even move a bit, she has casted a spell. 
'I need you very badly', I want to tell. 

She blinks her eyes, and it all gets over. 
I want it to happen again, over and over. 
And then she goes away, so perfectly. 
I see her legs -they are crafted so amazingly. 

I turn to leave, I can't see her now. 
I will love her forever - I make a vow. 
She will come to me again.
And once more will control my brain. 

Weird Story

She is weird but she is good.
She has a story and it is under her hood.
She is serious, but she is a real fun.
If I will lie to her, she will shoot me with a gun.

Her story is peculiar, but I still don't know.
Even if she tells me, I won't feel low.
Truth is what connects us, there is no sign of fake.
Her thoughts are superior to mine:like a stream and a lake.

She thinks I will never look at her the same way.
But a weird story will not change the day.
Her past may be ridiculous; but I still don't care.
Be it very embarrassing , but she has to share.

Past cannot change the way I look.
Her mouth is much like a secret book.
I look forward for that day to hit.
Talking to her after that day - I will not hesitate even a bit.

Everything around me was dark

Everything around me was dark,

And the sky held high.

Somewhere nearby I heard a dog bark,

Holding back tears I said, ‘goodbye’.

I became completely isolated when you went away.

Your memories haunted me now and then.

The night passed miserably, and so did the day.

The only place I felt like staying, was my den.

The time seemed to slither slowly,

Whenever your face struk my mind.

Everyone around me was jolly;

But I was really so blind.

Eventually, a day arrived when I completely moved on.

That day I felt the actual sunlight.

All the retentivity was gone;

That day ended so quickly, and so did the night.

Lets Fall In Love Again

She sat by me,
Her nervousness I could see.
I pulled her near,
My heart could no more bear.

I caught her head,
Many lovely words my heart said.
I intensely looked in her eyes.
They were deeply beautiful, promising no lies.

Suddenly she put her lips into mine,
The feeling was ironic and divine.
I looked up into the sky and saw rain,
And then she said me softly, 'lets fall in love again.'

A poetic Wish!

The most beautiful girl is thee,
Let the whole world see.
You have always mesmerized me.
And for that, you are always worthy.

Today is your day, for you were born.
The world will be your's, someone had sworn.
You are like a bird, you can forever fly.
In the dearest part of my heart; you will always lie.

May I wish, today be the best hour of your life.
You cut your cake, with the birthday knife.
I will remember you always, my feelings say.
With your essence in my heart, a very happy birthday.

I hate the way you love me.

I hate the way you love me.

May you be the first one to see me;

May you be the only one to woo me;

Though you be whatever in front of me;

I hate the way you love me.

You can get anything out of me;

You can imitate anything of me.

Despite the fact that you can resist anything for me;

I hate the way you love me.

Don’t try to buzz like a bee;

Believe in the things which you really see.

If you love, then yell it out to me.

I hate the way you love me.

People may become fool, don’t try that on me.

You could convince others, but I am not someone so easy.

When you act, try to get the best of me.

I hate the way you love me

Don’t try to act as if you have become fizzy;

Please don’t say that you are feeling dizzy;

Though you’ll always be the best person for me; but

I hate the way you love me.

You But No One!

You But No One!

There are lots of feelings scrolling in my heart;

But they choke to come into vision.

The mind is confused by the sight of your charming face.

‘To let you come in or just walk away,’ is all what it thinks the whole day.

The sun seems to rise fast,

Because even sun knows that all I want to see is only you; as fast as I can.

The day ends so quickly,

As tomorrow is mine; like always.

My heart is stupid and delicate too.

It can’t bear pain as it already is loaded with hell lot of it.

My eyes just want to view one thing; and that is you.

IS this an illusion or reality, dear, I really don’t know what’s going on.

The world seems fair to me as I have someone to sacrifice myself for.

Let everything in front of me get destroyed;

But I will be haunted, just to get a glance of you.

I DON'T LOVE YOU BUT I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU.

I don't love you but I don't want to lose you

I don’t love you but I don’t want to lose you.
It was my fate who made me choose you.
Life is so strange, it really confuses us;
It entangles people, and so it has done to us.

It seems sometimes that we are made for each other;
But the reality is that love is something I can’t bother.
I get amazed to feel your presence.
Rather than you, no one can judge my essence.

I don’t love you but there is something in me which wakes me up every time I think about you.
When I see you coming by, I feel that at least there is someone whom I can heartedly trust for my rescue.
It is only you who makes me feel so true;
The one who is dear to me the most, is just you.

I don’t fear when I am in the dark;
Because, for me, you are like a spark.
The very sight of yours makes me so joyful.
Even in a doomed anger, your voice makes me cool.

Our relationship is more divine than that of love;
Because the bond that we share is peaceful like dove.
Though I can do anything and sacrifice myself for you;
I don’t love you but I don’t want to lose you.

Heart.

HEART

My eyes and my heart,

Captured you in there heart,

When my eyes caught you,

In the very first sight of yours.

And now- at present;

I see you and I see you,

But rarely talk to you,

I love you and really love you,

But I can’t express it to you.

I am satisfied with your image;

And I want nothing else.

You are the warmth of sun in the morning;

Twinkling stars in the dusk;

You are my angel at night.

You are Pretty.

You are Rosy.

You are Amazing.

You are Charming.

You are Helpful.

You are Intelligent.

Your Prettiness has attracted me.

Your Rosiness has distracted me.

I am Amazed to see you.

Your Charmness in unexpressable.

Your Help is the only thing I need.

Your Intelligence is above everything.

Beautiful.

BEAUTIFUL

You are the most beautiful girl whom I ever saw in my life;

For you, I can do any sacrifice.

I see your face before the rising sun;

For you, I can bear the bullets of any gun.

When I see you, even god feels shy;

I wonder to take you high up in the sky.

Just you and me up of the world;

Enjoying and having fun in the presence of the Lord.

For you nothing is grain, wheat or rice;

Girl, you are my heart, love and my life.

Nothing but you!

NOTHING  BUT  YOU!

You deep in the heart of me

Nothing but you!

See through the art of me;

Deep in the heart of me

Find the best part of me,

Changeless and true

Deep in the heart of me

Nothing but you!

An Eccentric love

                                                     AN ECCENTRIC LOVE

Let's our relation get synchronized.

You left me that very day helpless;

And I still tried to get my love defined.

But to my worse, it proved pointless.

I loved you with my soul and heart;

And with the ebulient confidence which I possessed.

But you crassed my each and every counterpart;

Striking all the beautiful feelings which I had down poured.

Let me recall the past when we used to walk together;

To long distances which were adventurous.

We sat together, ate together, played together;

Making our love more and more porous.

I almost left every possession for you;

And expressed only the humourous part of mine.

I executed your order readily without leaving a due;

And all these things made me feel that my love was divine.

I remember those mesmerizing moments which prevails;

Still somewhere deep in a secure place in my heart.

To feel those amazing scenery- My heart restrains;

And to overcome these restrains, my body does rant.

But a day did come when you started to afflict;

It seemed uneasy and informal to watch you bragging.

You started bemoaning and smacked me which did affect;

I still can't make out, was it me who was lacking?

You started behaving with me clumsily;

I didn't know what your heart was starving for.

You began to ignore me angrily;

Was it me, because of whom you chose that detour?

I tried my best to disentangle our miseries.

But to my dismay you were stuck to your path.

You didn't react to my recurring cries.

Finally, I concluded that you had started to loath.

On that valentine’s night you exhaled your rage.

I could learn that ferocious touch in your cute voice.

On that occasion the world, for me, seemed to be a cage.

Rather than getting apart, you didn’t leave me with any choice.

Lastly, my eternal feelings for you deformed into a phantasm.

You made my love just a shibboleth.

You strangled my emotions, trust, love and meant it a sarcasm.

You scandalized me by drowning my consciousness with a blitz drought.

At present my mind and heart both have left you free.

Now I neither care about you nor I enamoure.

I too am relieved from the pain and am too free.

Now, I’m rectifying my faults and I no more demur.  

The presence of the person who is not present physically.

I myself was taken aback hearing the news! I neither could believe it nor could react at that moment. It seemed as if I was in a state of trauma for few seconds. ‘Really???!!!’, was all I could write after I got the news. This happened a month ago and I was not even informed. It was not fair, really.

However I want to say her that disaster happens and it can’t be overcomed.  Disappearence occurs and it can’t be undone. The life changes, forever, but she still had to survive. I want to tell her that she has to live, she has to leave for the precious memories of him. Though she will starve for his presence but she has to dwell, here in this “Cruel” world. She has to live for him, for his disappearence; for the impossible disaster.

I wish I could tell these all things to her directly, face to face. But to my dismay, I don’t have the chance to meet her and I don’t even have the guts to break the matter to her in texts. I want her to share this disaster of her’s with me. I want to weep with her, console her and take her in my arms and say, ‘Dear, please stop weeping. No one has a definite presence in this world. No one can predict how long they can live. He is very bad that he left the most beautiful girl, for him, and went away; without even telling. He is rude because he left you all alone, with your mother dying for him and you, still small who think herself to be his princess. Please stop now and live; live for him, make him your reason to be here and after a certain period of time when you’ll meet him in heaven, he will be smiling at you, knowing that her little beautiful princes has arrived, at last. He will be glad to have you in your arms again and so will you. Let’s go now. Let’s get away from the pain and let’s immune ourselves to this.’

After saying this she would catch my hand, filling the spaces between our hands and then we would walk away, without any tear in the eye, without any fear in the heart, without any virus in our minds.

We would just walk away!