I myself was taken aback hearing the news! I neither could
believe it nor could react at that moment. It seemed as if I was in a state of
trauma for few seconds. ‘Really???!!!’, was all I could write after I got the
news. This happened a month ago and I was not even informed. It was not fair,
really.
However I want to say her that disaster happens and it can’t
be overcomed. Disappearence occurs and it
can’t be undone. The life changes, forever, but she still had to survive. I
want to tell her that she has to live, she has to leave for the precious
memories of him. Though she will starve for his presence but she has to dwell,
here in this “Cruel” world. She has to live for him, for his disappearence; for
the impossible disaster.
I wish I could tell these all things to her directly, face
to face. But to my dismay, I don’t have the chance to meet her and I don’t even
have the guts to break the matter to her in texts. I want her to share this
disaster of her’s with me. I want to weep with her, console her and take her in
my arms and say, ‘Dear, please stop weeping. No one has a definite presence in
this world. No one can predict how long they can live. He is very bad that he
left the most beautiful girl, for him, and went away; without even telling. He
is rude because he left you all alone, with your mother dying for him and you,
still small who think herself to be his princess. Please stop now and live;
live for him, make him your reason to be here and after a certain period of
time when you’ll meet him in heaven, he will be smiling at you, knowing that
her little beautiful princes has arrived, at last. He will be glad to have you
in your arms again and so will you. Let’s go now. Let’s get away from the pain
and let’s immune ourselves to this.’
After saying this she would catch my hand, filling the
spaces between our hands and then we would walk away, without any tear in the
eye, without any fear in the heart, without any virus in our minds.
We would just walk away!
