Writings and Thoughts

I don't love you but I don't want to lose you I don’t love you but I don’t want to lose you. It was my fate who made me choose you. Life is so strange, it really confuses us; It entangles people, and so it has done to us. It seems sometimes that we are made for each other; But the reality is that love is something I can’t bother. I get amazed to feel your presence. Rather than you, no one can judge my essence. I don’t love you but there is something in me which wakes me up every time I think about you. When I see you coming by, I feel that at least there is someone whom I can heartedly trust for my rescue. It is only you who makes me feel so true; The one who is dear to me the most, is just you. I don’t fear when I am in the dark; Because, for me, you are like a spark. The very sight of yours makes me so joyful. Even in a doomed anger, your voice makes me cool. Our relationship is more divine than that of love; Because the bond that we share is peaceful like dove. Though I c...

HEART My eyes and my heart, Captured you in there heart, When my eyes caught you, In the very first sight of yours. And now- at present; I see you and I see you, But rarely talk to you, I love you and really love you, But I can’t express it to you. I am satisfied with your image; And I want nothing else. You are the warmth of sun in the morning; Twinkling stars in the dusk; You are my angel at night. You are Pretty. You are Rosy. You are Amazing. You are Charming. You are Helpful. You are Intelligent. Your Prettiness has attracted me. Your Rosiness has distracted me. I am Amazed to see you. Your Charmness in unexpressable. Your Help is the only thing I need. Your Intelligence is above everything.

BEAUTIFUL You are the most beautiful girl whom I ever saw in my life; For you, I can do any sacrifice. I see your face before the rising sun; For you, I can bear the bullets of any gun. When I see you, even god feels shy; I wonder to take you high up in the sky. Just you and me up of the world; Enjoying and having fun in the presence of the Lord. For you nothing is grain, wheat or rice; Girl, you are my heart, love and my life.

NOTHING  BUT  YOU! You deep in the heart of me Nothing but you! See through the art of me; Deep in the heart of me Find the best part of me, Changeless and true Deep in the heart of me Nothing but you!

                                                     AN ECCENTRIC LOVE Let's our relation get synchronized. You left me that very day helpless; And I still tried to get my love defined. But to my worse, it proved pointless. I loved you with my soul and heart; And with the ebulient confidence which I possessed. But you crassed my each and every counterpart; Striking all the beautiful feelings which I had down poured. Let me recall the past when we used to walk together; To long distances which were adventurous. We sat together, ate together, played together; Making our love more and more porous. I almost left every possession for you; And expressed only the humourous part of mine. I executed your order readily without leaving a due; And all these things made me feel that my love was divine. I remember those mes...

I myself was taken aback hearing the news! I neither could believe it nor could react at that moment. It seemed as if I was in a state of trauma for few seconds. ‘Really???!!!’, was all I could write after I got the news. This happened a month ago and I was not even informed. It was not fair, really. However I want to say her that disaster happens and it can’t be overcomed.  Disappearence occurs and it can’t be undone. The life changes, forever, but she still had to survive. I want to tell her that she has to live, she has to leave for the precious memories of him. Though she will starve for his presence but she has to dwell, here in this “Cruel” world. She has to live for him, for his disappearence; for the impossible disaster. I wish I could tell these all things to her directly, face to face. But to my dismay, I don’t have the chance to meet her and I don’t even have the guts to break the matter to her in texts. I want her to share this disaster of her’s with me. I want to...